Peace be upon cha ! I realize that I always; ALWAYS. Talk about my emotional feelings about my friends. I want to stop that. Next year will be my year that I will conquer. I wish. This is will be the last about those emo feelings. This past 3 years I have problems with my friends. Michelle, Mary, Ainna, Liyana, Amira Syahirah. On grade 6th, Its Atami; About of school graduation. Next ? These gurls are the gurls that I recently have problems with. When I was on the 7th grade. My problem is on Michelle. My best friend is Mary. My friend is Ainna. I fought with Liyana and I do not like to be friends with Amira Syahirah. The 8th grade. My problem is on Amira Syahirah. My best friend is still Mary but we fought a few times. Liyana as a sister like friend. Now with Ainna, I'm confused. See guys ? I always have problems with these gurls. But I found out who is fake and who is real in those situation.
I also had a dream that I want to travel the world with someone. A partner. A girl best friend. But I do not know yet who is the girl. But it could be a guy too. When I was watching anime, or even a band etc 5 Seconds Of Summer, The Vamps, One Direction, AOA, Scandal. I got jealous. When I see their friendship I always wish that I could have that kind of friendship with my friends. I want to do everything and anything with my friends . They are like the piece of my puzzle. But sadly I do not know what happen to me in the future. Who am I friends with and stuff. I want us to stay friends.
There is no point for me to babble in my blog now right ?
If this keeps on going until Im 16. I'm going to do everything alone. Just me. This is my honest thoughts. But hey. Nobody knows what happen to the future. I will just keep praying.
You can say what you want. You can point my mistakes. You can back stab me. But this is me.
Just me.
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