c : edited by yumi miyuki ( titled : mineko hanako )
san ni ichi! ikuyo!
PEACE BE UPON CHA OMG! Its been so long since I last open this blog and I feel so bad and yet so sad. I've been literally pressed everyday by my favourite permanent reader named Rim Seiichii / Mitsuko Naoko / Yuki / Amira Syahirah. Yea I know she has a lot of names. By a lot I MEANT A LOT. So as I was saying, she pressed me every single day in school, bugging me to update my blog which is quite satisfying looking at her begging for it. Lel Ily2! If it wasn't for her I wouldn't still open this fab blog of mine which is now like a desert and very very dusty.
Firstly, a happy new year to all of my readers. I'm happy and grateful that you guys still attempt to search up for my blog or even checked everyday just to see me updating and I am completely sorry for just leaving without telling a word. Its my mistake I know. Would you forgive this dear child?
So I ended the last post with a goodbye since I wanted to focus on my grand exam. Guess what? I passed the exam with flying colors. Not really flying colors actually but the grades are quite average and I am proud of myself. Days has passed and I missed telling you guys everything that happen to me. Let me try to make it short.
The memorable moments of 2015 are firstly awarded to my friend's birthday celebrations. During Amira's birthday day, me and the geng ( ena, shin / izu, ara, mary, nana ) ; planned a birthday surprise for her. It was really awesome and I was very excited during that day. What we did? We acted that we don't really remember her birthday and we became very cold to her. I became the main character of the act , applause to me yey. Just kidding! Shin and Mary was also the main characters who became the 'bullies'. It was not really that fun because what I have to do is to hurt Amira's feelings and to make her cry. True, we fought a lot but I felt really bad and at sometimes we can really relate to each other, which bonds us. Secondly, its mary's birthday stroll. During on mary's birthday, it was actually on a school holiday but the gang are really hardworking and we do our jobs as librarians in our school. After finishing our job, we went to a mall together and ate at a fast food restaurant. When we are full with our meal, we goof around the shopping and acted like kids instead of seniors. It was honestly the best feeling because we run around and goof with toys at Toys R Us. Its really fun, try doing it. Its worth it lel.
Next up! ME. I changed for the past few months, not really change but my view on stuff has changed. For example, I'm not an anti Korean anymore because I have the face the fact that Koreans are also humans like anyone else in this world. Its not like Japanese never made a mistake and it was wrong of me to think that way. But to those who talk shit of J-Pop, can I kill you? Cause I hate you so much. Other than my view to Koreans, I've also improved a lot in my hobbies and skills and I want to start a new experience in 2016. That will be my main resolution. I've viewed that if a person stick to her/his comfort zone, that person wouldn't go anywhere. It also teaches me to never stop believing in myself and hides myself away from negativity because positive will always finds its way in your life.
In the few months there are also rarely fights that happened and we were all bonding to each other which is a very good sign of friendship. Though we have ups and downs, but its not as worst as we did back then. It brightens me up knowing that I bring a smile to my dear comrades even though and some point I ended pissing them off but I still love them anyway. The new that I realize in my life is that --
I frequently get rejected by my dear beloved comrades!
I don't know if it was a good thing or not but I still love them and help them anyway since they are like my other reasons to smile and keep moving on. They also help me to get stronger every time something bad happened to me and I love them for that. That is why, cherish your moments with your friends because you will never regret it. Moreover, Shin and Ena didn't get to boarding school which made me quite happy that they didn't leave me but quite sad that they couldn't go to another path to continue their dreams. Through this, I've learn to also not to be in a relationship with anyone because I am completely not interested of being in a relationship, What for to be in a relationship when you have friends to cheer you up? Friends stay. Relationship doesn't. Because we are still young ( 16 human ) and we have no time to actually be in a relationship.
Friends are important.
Family are also important.
But -- believing in yourself to succeed is the main thing that you have to look out.
This is a long post indeed but what do you expect? Its been a few months!
Due to this few months, I would post a 2nd post by Tuesday because I have more to tell you guys about what I have been through, what I have learn and what I wanted to do in the future. Sharing is caring wasn't it? So I'll share my experience with you.
That is all! Bye lovely humans!
I would also update my entire blog by Tuesday immediately after I have finished my assignments / homework of school. This time its a promise.
