Relaxation.

Peace be upon cha! It's been so long since I've said that. How have you been doing? Because I've been doing fine! Once again, ups and downs had happened in the past. But those are only the beginning of our life. The reason why I finally wanted to post something is because for the past year and months perhaps, I've been going through serious depression. From what I've experience, I would like to make someone who used to feel what I did or still do feel much better. Before this, we talked of the opposite cycle. As I got that cleared, I shall continue my 'motivational' post for you guys! This post is open to everyone and you're free to try it out! It sometimes helps me too.

Now Now! First things first, take a deep breath! Let it in and let it out. Feel the oxygen coming in your lungs and the waste product seeping out from your body. Now stare at the gif above and think of something that makes you happy. A memory with someone? Your role model? The one you idolize? Anything! 

Think of something that will tell you that this is what gets you going, this is why you still want to live on and this is why you continue being you. Done? Next up! Write down your negative thoughts in a piece of paper. Why do you feel sad? Why do you feel mad? Why are you anxious? Write it all down. After you do that, keep it in a small box or a container. This will help you transfer your negative thoughts to the paper and lock it away by sealing it in a small box/container.

Now how do you feel? Not working? Is it because you have a grudge on someone? You're mad at someone? Think about it. Why are you mad at him/her? Why is he/she doesn't have an impact of what you do? If that is so, you should try talking to the person whom you have a grudge to. Talk in person, do not converse in social media. Social media is such a dangerous platform to talk of this kind of things as individuals are not able to see each other's face expression. 

Either way, they are still pros and cons in both side. Now what about the other side? Are you mad at him/her too? If you are, just forgive him/her. There are no winning neither losing sides by picking what will lead a positive impact. If he/she is not talking to you for what they think you've done wrong then its okay. Keep your posture, breathe and smile. You have nothing to be worried about if you've done nothing wrong. But it is a must to forgive even he/she is not talking to you. Believe me, its okay. You're doing great as a better person.

I can assure you if you follow what I've said, your heart and your head would feel way lighter than usual. Put your mind off what that is making you angry, mad, sad. Even if someone triggered you, try tone it down because you may not realize what you've said that impact the people around you.

This year has been a challenging year and I would love to take the challenge. Some people may leave from the circle of your life, some stayed and the new ones will come in soon. 

After so many years, its finally the year that I've been actually waiting for my whole life. That is I'm going to take my final national exam that is called SPM. It is the last exam that a high school student would take and finally I'm old enough to take this exam. After this, I am going to jump forward to my next goal that is to study in Japan while doing great activities with my friends and family! With that, I am going to take a long hiatus again til the last day of my SPM exams.

Wish me luck! More posts coming soon as I have free time!

It felt great to share what I can with you guys again after so long. Take care! Hana-tan out!

p/s - rip grammar mistakes cause i'm typing this with my eyes drowsy

Opposite Cycle

As one might say, if you don't like it, say it; but sometimes when you say it, wouldn't it be much worse than usual?

Peace be upon cha! Its already the 2nd month of 2K17! How is it going with your chapters of 2017? Anything bizarre? Cause my chapters are getting bizarre indeed. Hypocrites, I got them. Two faced? Yeah its included. Have you ever seen quotes like 'its surprising how friends can be strangers in a blink of an eye'? I know exactly how it feels like. Recently, Mitsu / Yukki has updated her blog about this topic and I'm going to add in a bit of tips and talk.

All of us might know that it is impossible to actually have the perfect companion since nobody is perfect and everyone has their flaws, their opinions. When one's opinion opposes the other, unsatisfactory will occur which leads to fights, breaking trust and bond. This is one of the reasons why most humans are not compatible to be called a best friend if he / she doesn't find the right match to understand each other's opinion. Keep in mind that everyone has different opinions and you or any of us are not advised to look down at the opinion. Respect it instead. Why?

The answer to that is have you ever thought of why this person thought that way? Have you done background check to understand his / her history? What will you do if you are in his / her shoes? Who are you to look down on opinions? No. You don't know the answer to the questions above, don't you? Instead of judging, stabbing behind their backs, bad mouthing; respect them instead. Because if you do the things like what they did, you're exactly like them. You're not much different.

Moving on, do you remember that friend of yours when you're in the first grade of school? Are you still friends with them? No? Its actually a tragic scenario when you used to be close to someone until you parted, becoming strangers. You'd be lying if you say you never experience this. Do you remember the game you played when you're just a little boy / girl? The game that you said it will be your fav game forever and ever. Is it somewhere dusty?

You can see it for yourself how we, humans, forget what used to be precious to us when we find a new substitute. Easy as that. It became the totally opposite of what we used to say, With that, you shouldn't be surprised when you thought you're going to continue your life with your friend but end up not happening as planned. You shouldn't be surprised when you thought your crush likes you but he / she end up disappearing soon after, doing unknown things behind your back.

Things change. It became the opposite of what you think it'll be.

Enemies can be friends.

Friends can be enemies.

Beware with whom you talk to, whom you tell secrets to, whom you share your day to, because if you get attached to the wrong person; it could be your worst mistake.

Be Cautious !!

New Year and New You.

Somehow people always say; "Alright! I'm going to do it! I really am." But seriously what's your point of saying that when you're really not going to accomplish it without making any move? 

Peace be upon cha! Happy new year to all of my permanent readers which includes my family, friends and love ones. We finally make it to another year and I am finally 17. Do you guys remember when I was 13 years old? I was a very naive person that it became very cringe-worthy to me. Well, even tho such memories are dumb and stupid, I'll not be who I am now without it. Don't you think? Through thick and thin I went to high school and I've indeed experienced a lot for the past four years; its such a pain I have to say.

But on the bright side; pain can leads to a greater form of happiness. Stress is the root of each's person happiness in my opinion. It may have been a big delay for the happiness part but trust me its worth the wait. I've been in hell throughout 2016. Family, Relationships; I'm just a mess in a general. Even so, I decide to just accept the past, the reality, the pain. Accepting your current situation will bring you to another state of mind where you believe that everything would be okay and that it is just the beginning. When you believe that you can feel better, everything will be better soon enough.

Have you heard of Dominic Sandoval? A dancer / youtuber in Youtube. His nickname or should I say his stage name is D-Trix and he's very inspirational. He has been through depression like most of us probably had. Do you know what happened when he decide to move on? Miracles kept coming to him. For example, he gotten to be one of the judge panel in his most loved show and he's been having lots of attention in social media by his skills.

Here's a note from me to you. The feeling of depression is the start of every inch of happiness. But its you who make the choice whether you want it to be better or to be worse than usual. There are no human in this world that has never been to depression. Every single one of us must've felt it. Its a part of life.

Now listen to me. Let them say what they want to say. Let them judge you because whatever you do, you're going to be judged in any way possible and you couldn't run away from that. A happy life or a bad life; it all starts with YOUR choice. You make the decision if you want to be happy or not. Sadness and negativity aren't the only things in your mind. Do not let these feelings get you. Dig out the positive atoms in your brain. Do not hide them away because it will lead you to worse.

This message is not just for you, who's reading this, but it is for me as well. Its not an easy task to do, but hey. The light of life will come to you. Your friends, family, your crush (?) or even your partner in life; they are all there for you.

Make your choice.

Comeback of Mineko Hanako!

Peace be upon you!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I AM FINALLY BACK AFTER ALMOST A YEAR!

Forgive and Forget?

Hello there my fellow readers! I am back from my one year hiatus; I realized in my previous post I promise that I would post something and I totally forgotten about it due to the busyness of the year! Just when I thought 2016 would be less busy than 2015; damn I thought wrong. Next year, I would be facing my final national exam which is much worse!

This year almost come to an end and I'm so sorry for being so late! I've been getting complaints with my usual permanent reader, Mitsuko Naoko for not updating anything at all for the past few months which come to a year.

Memories sigh. Ah memories! Talking about memories, so much happened! I've started doing assignments for my national exam and unfortunately my grades are not getting better then I expected. Even so, I get to reunite the same class as Yumi and Mary again! Its been two years since we were separated but I feel sad to part ways from my other classmates.

Friendship is not a problem anymore for the year. Years of fighting and bickering has ended since the early month of this year and its a good thing! I've gotten close as ever with the usual friends as back then even if we are in separating class. It works out no matter what! Psst, I am now the head of the library and the others are also in the same high position as me! Are you proud of us friends?

Oh and guess what! My improvements of drawing increased gradually! I am now starting to draw realistic and landscapes as I am now taking request of every category and sell each drawing. It was quite hard to finish before the deadline since every artist has an art

block to deal with.

I have more to say but not now so maybe later!

Its getting late honestly and it took me the whole day to remember how to edit my blog. But my layout is nice isn't it?

H i a t u s , R e i n c a r n a t e

c : edited by yumi miyuki ( titled : mineko hanako )

san ni ichi! ikuyo!

PEACE BE UPON CHA OMG! Its been so long since I last open this blog and I feel so bad and yet so sad. I've been literally pressed everyday by my favourite permanent reader named Rim Seiichii / Mitsuko Naoko / Yuki / Amira Syahirah. Yea I know she has a lot of names. By a lot I MEANT A LOT. So as I was saying, she pressed me every single day in school, bugging me to update my blog which is quite satisfying looking at her begging for it. Lel Ily2! If it wasn't for her I wouldn't still open this fab blog of mine which is now like a desert and very very dusty.

Firstly, a happy new year to all of my readers. I'm happy and grateful that you guys still attempt to search up for my blog or even checked everyday just to see me updating and I am completely sorry for just leaving without telling a word. Its my mistake I know. Would you forgive this dear child?

So I ended the last post with a goodbye since I wanted to focus on my grand exam. Guess what? I passed the exam with flying colors. Not really flying colors actually but the grades are quite average and I am proud of myself. Days has passed and I missed telling you guys everything that happen to me. Let me try to make it short.

The memorable moments of 2015 are firstly awarded to my friend's birthday celebrations. During Amira's birthday day, me and the geng ( ena, shin / izu, ara, mary, nana ) ; planned a birthday surprise for her. It was really awesome and I was very excited during that day. What we did? We acted that we don't really remember her birthday and we became very cold to her. I became the main character of the act , applause to me yey. Just kidding! Shin and Mary was also the main characters who became the 'bullies'. It was not really that fun because what I have to do is to hurt Amira's feelings and to make her cry. True, we fought a lot but I felt really bad and at sometimes we can really relate to each other, which bonds us. Secondly, its mary's birthday stroll. During on mary's birthday, it was actually on a school holiday but the gang are really hardworking and we do our jobs as librarians in our school. After finishing our job, we went to a mall together and ate at a fast food restaurant. When we are full with our meal, we goof around the shopping and acted like kids instead of seniors. It was honestly the best feeling because we run around and goof with toys at Toys R Us. Its really fun, try doing it. Its worth it lel.

Next up! ME. I changed for the past few months, not really change but my view on stuff has changed. For example, I'm not an anti Korean anymore because I have the face the fact that Koreans are also humans like anyone else in this world. Its not like Japanese never made a mistake and it was wrong of me to think that way. But to those who talk shit of J-Pop, can I kill you? Cause I hate you so much. Other than my view to Koreans, I've also improved a lot in my hobbies and skills and I want to start a new experience in 2016. That will be my main resolution. I've viewed that if a person stick to her/his comfort zone, that person wouldn't go anywhere. It also teaches me to never stop believing in myself and hides myself away from negativity because positive will always finds its way in your life.

In the few months there are also rarely fights that happened and we were all bonding to each other which is a very good sign of friendship. Though we have ups and downs, but its not as worst as we did back then. It brightens me up knowing that I bring a smile to my dear comrades even though and some point I ended pissing them off but I still love them anyway. The new that I realize in my life is that --

I frequently get rejected by my dear beloved comrades!

I don't know if it was a good thing or not but I still love them and help them anyway since they are like my other reasons to smile and keep moving on. They also help me to get stronger every time something bad happened to me and I love them for that. That is why, cherish your moments with your friends because you will never regret it. Moreover, Shin and Ena didn't get to boarding school which made me quite happy that they didn't leave me but quite sad that they couldn't go to another path to continue their dreams. Through this, I've learn to also not to be in a relationship with anyone because I am completely not interested of being in a relationship, What for to be in a relationship when you have friends to cheer you up? Friends stay. Relationship doesn't. Because we are still young ( 16 human ) and we have no time to actually be in a relationship.

Friends are important.

Family are also important.

But -- believing in yourself to succeed is the main thing that you have to look out.

This is a long post indeed but what do you expect? Its been a few months!

Due to this few months, I would post a 2nd post by Tuesday because I have more to tell you guys about what I have been through, what I have learn and what I wanted to do in the future. Sharing is caring wasn't it? So I'll share my experience with you.

That is all! Bye lovely humans!

I would also update my entire blog by Tuesday immediately after I have finished my assignments / homework of school. This time its a promise.

D a y s.

Eyyo Ladies & Gentleman!

Haha Hana-tan is back again /wink wink lel

Peace be upon cha! I've promised that I would update as soon as possible? Don't I?

I'm completely sorry because of my sense of time and I lost track in everything. I completely forgotten and continue doing what I always did off net which is drawing and such. I remembered to actually update in my blog because I saw Mitsu-nee posted a post about the upcoming exams & I wanted to talk about it too.

Lately, I'm studying for my upcoming grand exam that I kept on telling you guys in few previous post's. It was quite heart racing because I really want to settle and ace this exam so I can move on to my hobbies and outings with my friends and family. On Monday, I will be facing Malay Language and Mathematics, the next day would be Science and English Language and the last day would be Life Skills and Religion exam. After this days, FINALLY I COULD HAVE MY REAL FREEDOM.

I notice this year I post very very little amount of posts comparing to last two years; but I'm really happy that my pageviews are increasing even if I do post little post. I wanted to say thank you to all of my readers who has been reading to my rants, my experiences and my life for the past two years. It is a very happy feeling knowing someone is actually reading my post. I'm completely sorry too if I annoy some of you guys from my rants half of the time. I love you guys!

/Still staying tune : Cosplaying?; Youtube Channel/

And so, I will end this post with a goodbye and wish me luck!

C o m i n g S o o n . cx

Okkairi minna (Welcome back guys /lel/) to mai blog again!

Peace be upon cha! A month ago I talked about dreams don't I ?

I'm taking steps to be prepared of those dreams! A few months ago, I kinda got jealous of a friend of mine because she is an expert in dancing, her voice is so cute and also her drawings are perfect as in a cute cute perfect. I envy her. Literally. Because of her huhu (she's kinda like my idol in school, a teen idol lel) I started hard to dance and draw. I could't fix my voice since my voice is already somehow matured like. Could't do anything about that huhu. So I was saying! 

A month after the grand exam in my year (PT3) I will start updating videos and covers from me, shin, ara and a few others. Some will be vlogs; others would be covers. We will open a Youtube account called 'Fantreesy' ? 'Cafinity' ? Actually tbh I'm not sure yet. We've also already planned how our dream house would be after the 11th grade. If we do not achieve this in this year; well we still will do it so you guys better get prepared of it!

Aside that! Last two weeks, my school held an event called 'Hari Keusahawan' which means Entrepreneurial Day. /Straight from Google Translate./ We held dis event because students from Japan came to our school to see our culture and so we sell food for them to taste how Malaysia food taste like. Even thou most of them is Western food lel. Anyways me and the gang participate in the event because we wanted to feel how to manage a shop. It turns out really well. We obtained a lot of benefits. It was a fun day in fact, you guys can see a pic collage that I did in my instagram @hanakokrunch or you could just see at your left side at the Insta widget.

I got bored. Will be back soon. BAIS.

/Upcoming : Cosplay?/

Coming SOon TeEhee.

/Readers be like/ ^ Maybe.

What's that word? T a d a i m a !

Peace be upon cha humans oh humans !

Its been 3 months I barely update anything. I'm completely sorry! As I say in the previous post I may not update since I'm pretty busy with school. 2015 is really the busiest year of my life. I'm waiting for October so I can get over with my grand exam; Dang being a 9th grade student is hard.

For the past 3 months, I am incredibly healthy as ever. No accidents No crash No incidents. Its just the normal high school stuff. Homework; Relationships; Friendships; Studies. As you all know I rarely have internet at my place because I don't have a straight net line; All this time I'm using my mobile data which is really hard to preserve some data on this; because I use my data for A LOT of stuff. By 15 of a month my 5GB could be already gone. What did I use?  Youtube mostly. Games. Downloading videos and musics. And ofc stalking my idols. It is very hard to be a teenager that have 5GB a month. Well to me of course hahaha.

This post is actually for my permanent readers. I am really really sorry for not updating much but as soon as I finished my tests, I would try to on Google+. Cause I know that my followers are reducing right now due to my inactivity; I'm really sorry guys! Thanks to two person which is Shin and Amira who kept asking me to update a post.

In this post I'm going to talk about dreams. I realize I talk about this a lot in my posts but I don't really describe it properly. What is dream? According to my dictionary which is in my brain; dream means a thing that you wanted to achieve so badly and the thing you wanted to achieve is entirely a big think to do. For example a friend of mine named Ena wanted to own a cafe or a bakery shop at Japan and she wanted her branch to expand widely at the whole wide world so that everyone can smile when they eat her food; or take it from me which is I wanted to own a cat adoption center in the place where I lived which is Malaysia so that cats around here wouldn't hunger or get into a traffic accident and such harmful things, people will also get to adopt cats in the adoption center for free instead of buying an expensive breed. By this I would bring happiness for the cats and also for their owners, I wouldn't get much benefits into this because adopting it is free but I think what benefits is that I gave happiness to them. I know I already say that twice, But nyeh who cares.

So those are my dreams. What's yours? Find it. Achieve it.

"Life would be fun when you have a dream"

I found you now net ! Don't run ! o - o

Peace be upon cha ! So its been...  weeks? months? Idk since I last updated in meh bootiful blog.. So then! I apologize once again for not updating lately, cuz um.. Internet is just not on my side for these past months.. BUT aside that, I've been through a lot of pain, happiness and gloominess these past weeks.. Well the usual, family and friends.. Naa nothing serious about it.. Aside that ! I just pass my mid term exam, and its not THAT well as I thought it would be because my grades are going up and down which is quite dangerous.. I'm so scared on my Maths result since Mira just got 20 at hers.. Erghhhhhh.. I have to score PT3 so badlyyy.. Oh well, we will see what god decide for me.. Haihs..

/Also one of the reasons I'm not active in blogging, - studying / drawing/

Just a few hours ago, I was talking to Mira and Shin about our dreams. Well I was pretty hyped to make those dreams to victory but those spirit kind of went down when Shin say that she will transfer to a boarding school , so as Ena. By which means that they will make new friends, and continue that dream with those new friends. /Sulks. I think it was pretty selfish for me to pray that they wouldn't enter boarding school but I can't do that either. Because it will mean that I do not respect their decision. /Sigh. I don't know myself. Only me and Mira and Ara will be continuing our studies in normal High School. I wish it wouldn't be ruin cause I want it to happen so badly. What dream? The dreams I mentioned earlier is the dreams that I mentioned before in my previous posts, which is 'Cafinity Cafe' ; 'Travel and Live at Tokyo' ; 'Went to Teikyo University'. That's not the title of the posts btw lol.

Later on, for 2 weeks there will be holidays, meaning free time ; more blogging (maybe) ; more drawing ; more reading. Yea I read. Whut? Its not lame.. Stahp judging! I will update the template of dis bootiful blog~ (if I remember ofc) Check out my Instagram ! @h.krunch or Twitter @hanakokrunch ! In my Insta you'll get to see my drawings, I'll put the widget when I update my blog, In my Twitter you guys will get to see my ranting hoho. Well than see ya next time!

Will be right back ! Stay tune for the new post & template cx
(Which is a very long time- Sorry !)

ONE TOO TREE ACTION!

ONE TWO THREE GO! PEACE BE UPON CHA!

After two months of disappearance, I finally poof back alive- The reason I poofed back is because my blog is dusty and my permanent readers such as Shin and Mizu forced me to update at least one post. I'll give a short description of what happen in the life of Mineko Hanako in those days!

I've been sharpening my skills on drawing and music skills. Well I definitely improve a lot! But lately I've been drawing chibi's of my tomodachi. You can check my drawings out at my Instagram but I didn't post the chibi's yet. I only posted mine. (@h.krunch) 

So den, now I would like to talk about the progress of Fantreesy in the singing competition I talked about at the last post. Oh wait. Did I even post about it ? Naaa. Ain't remember and very lazy to check it out hoho. Oh wait I think I did. Apparently we didn't win. But we get to experience it and tried our best while having fun- So as the Choral Speaking. Our team tried our best. We could have won but unfortunately we get the wrong information about the rules. It was said that it is not allowed to move our hands or turn our bodies 360 neither 180 degrees. But guess what. IT WAS ALLOWED. Meh we had fun anyways!

I'm so going to show them who's da boss next year. Make a comeback like a boss lol.

I scored my exam too in the March exam! I did not get any fails which shocks me. I'm soo happy and scored my Maths paper! I'm so going to separate my hobby time and my study time. That's the only way to improve in one-shot. But actually I've done that and was too lazy to continue on my plan. I soo hate myself and love myself at the same time hoho.

That's it for this post! I will be back next time-

Actually 98% I won't be back till I actually have free time or after my grand exam huhu.

Upcoming Exam . March Exam ! Busies.

Peace be upon cha! Now this post I want to talk how busy I am for the year. I already leave a post about it on Google+ with a drawing of mine. Now is for my permanent blog readers. Next month, I will be facing March Exam. Monthly Exam. So I have to read a little and study my Maths a little hard. Well, that's what shinilzu do, she will only study Maths and the others she will just follow the flow. But I'm kind of weak at Malay Language too so I have study only both of that. Other than my monthly exam, I also need to study my previous grades for PT3. But that is still a long way to go. Even if it is my cousin still force me to make a timetable for studying. Hmpf. 

I also have Chorul Speaking to focus on. The competition will be on April. I'm not really sure the precise date. I only know the month. Chorul Speaking is very fun! Its like telling stories but in group. My school script are about Grimm Fairy tale's.. Its like the difference between what we read in story books and reality. Easy say childhood ruined. Last but not least is my Volleyball and Badminton sports. Next week I have Badminton Competition. I will be against Ena. It will be well. Will it ? I'll tell you guys the result after it all happen. Now Volleyball is like rejected from teachers which kind of make me pissed. We can't play it because teachers just have to disagree with us. I seriously don't know how to explain the disagree. Forget about it!

See how busy I ammmmm?

I'll reformat my template after its all done, & maybe I should start giving blog tutorials so you guys can have a fabulous blog like me hoho. When I'm not busy of course.

Feb Fab Words .

Peace be upon cha ! The words of February is here! Currently this month is all about friendship and talents. I don't want to talk about friendship much so I will move on talents first. This month me & shinilzu are planning to sing A Pink - Secret for our School's Got Talent Competition. Not just the both of us btw. There are a new person I never mention in my blog before. Her name is Ara or Lee Ara. Now Ara will sing with us & it will be perfect. I think hoho. My parts will be Hayoung, Chorong and Eunji. It will be a start of our composing career for next year!

Now I wanna talk about my career as a bassist. Lol career. I've been improving a lot lately and I learned a lot of songs from my dad. The only song I learn by myself is Voodoo Doll by 5SOS. Which make me proud. Hey at least I learn by myself once. Next is drawing, I wanna draw to the next level. Recently my anime drawing is bootiful and perfect. Bootiful and Perfect! For me fufu. So what I meant by next level, is that I want to draw realistic now. Like drawing humans. Humans. I'm inspired by shinilzu and ara so I wanna try it out too. Once I drew Calum but for me it looks weird so I tear it apart. Now I wanna try again.

Currently on February I found my love. I fell in love with my cousin. +Irdeana Marsha is her name. She's my bae & my sister & my actual cousin ! Recently I almost fell in a hole of emotions but she is the one who pump me with air of strength. I love her so much & I thank you to you mesh cousin. My next love are gay partners. [Note : Actually not specifically gays, We call ourselves gays but we are just liek best friends. We don't use bff as a name for it] They are like the one I said above. Shinilzu & Ara. Idk what to say about em. They are them, Shinilzu dah high-sarcastic woman and Ara the too-matured woman. That is it. No more specific details!

Here's my cousin blog, she just made it : Nebula Daisy . Please check it out if you care hoho.

Trying my best !

Peace be upon cha ! Finally I am back after a few weeks, I am really really trying my best to post something here ! But I have a lot of obstacles that is in my way. My first big big problem is my lazy virus is on the way. My second problem is that I have absolutely no topics to talk about, even if I do I instantly forgotten about it. Psh humans. What do you expect ?

People from my age recently is busy with tuition while me and the trio have no tuition at all. Well, I never have tuition before in my life but I am still doing well in my academics. I don't know how do I do that. Students from 9th grade in Malaysia are completely busy with their studies. Completely ! All of them are getting ready for the grand exam in Malaysia called PT3. Me and Shin are like at corner while saying "Chill guys, Its just an exam. You're wasting your money for tuition." No offense to those who's attending tuition ! But seriously, you guys need to chill. Look at me ! I'm with my laptop and everything, and my academics are doing fine. I'll just take small notes and read a little when its night time. Okay fine everyone have their own ways. 

Stop by at Hana-Shin blog ! We didn't post anything yet but we are working on it!

Final Fantasy XIII - Lightning Returns . \|°▿▿▿▿°|/

Peace be upon cha! Yesterday, in school, me and my friends talks about games. So I recommended the game Lightning Returns - Final Fantasy XIII . I played this game last year and it takes 2 months for me to finish the game. Since its been so long I gave you guys game recommendation, 1 of today's post (which is this post) will be about gaming. This game is available on PS3 and Xbox360. I don't really know if its available on other devices. 

This game is about a character named Lightning . She is a goddess of Lightning. (For me) Her real name is Claire Farron. On the Final Fantasy before Lightning Returns, Serah Farroon (Lightning's sister) died in the battle. To resurrect or save her sister she became god's servant and collect souls. During the game, you guys need to complete a lot of quest, even the sub quest, to help you through the game and of course you will also get Gils (Money) . But the real reason to complete all quest even sub quest is because that when you completed the quest, you will get Eradia (Souls) from the human you make peace with (By helping them in quests) 

In the game you have 13 days to collect Eradia. But you get to have another day if you collect 40 and above Eradia. In these days, You seriously need to complete a lot of quest, Gain all powerful weapons, Gain New Magic, Gain Armors to defeat Bhunivelze. The story of this game is really sweet. The last make me cry because the game has ended and everyone haz le happy ever after.

The feels when you ended you favorite game.

Dear Diary of January ໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७

Peace be upon cha! Its the 30th of January in Malaysia~ January is about to end !

Here is my overall diary of January.

This month I went through peacefully. Its like you're skating but there is little rocks blocking your way and you can just easily jump and move on. Those little rocks are my problems. But it is easily solved. On the 1st week of school and so on, everything is doing pretty fine. I already typed a post about it. Its about improvements, a death hug and shipping's ~  But then what makes me feel like victory is that last 3 days, I redraw my 2013 drawing. I drew Shakugan No Shana. When I redraw it its like another person drew it. 2015 improvements is high. (If you want to check it out, Check out my new Instagram account, @hanakokrunxh) The trio is also already an expert of playing Volleyball, I really think that teachers will form the Volleyball club because when we play, there are about 4 teachers join us. The Overall is not much because most of them I already express it in two other post before this. 

Coming Soon , Hanashin blogspot.

Hello ! Nice to meet you ! Bye !

Words for the 1st month. ✖ ‸ ✖

Peace be upon cha ! Hana-tan is back after a few days ~ So these are the words for the 1st month for 2015 ! I don't care if its 19 but I'm still going to do it ! Do you guys remember the "Trio" ? Each of us improved a lot ! I improve my singing, bass, drawing and coloring ! I do not update my singing covers yet. But I already send them to a few friends so that they can comment about my voice. They say I improve a lot with my drawing which makes me happy ! I just need to sew now. Need to sew.

Off about me ! Now is Shinilzu~ Or Illyuong ! These womang (No Grammar Nazi allowed !) She improved on drawing her K-pop idols. She really do improve a lot. I saw it with my own eyes ! She draws Jungkook from BTS perfectly ! I will upload the pic soon in my next post. She sew perfectly too. Damn. She gotta teach me how to sew. Shin ! Teach meeeh ! Next is Era Ena. Her drawings improved a lot. LIKE A LOT. Her coloring I am not sure. Her voice is also in tip top shape. Tip top ! xD But Shin and Era have something in common that they do not improved, which is their nerves to watch a horror movie. I know that you guys do not watch because you been there so I am sorry. Yea. . . I love you ? One more human that I rarely mention in my blog which is +Mary Maria Hyacinth ! She is now a talented broadway dancer. Talented. Like a pro. I never saw her dance. But she is really talented. She has a lot of GIGS. Her latest GIG theme is Superhero. I really want to watch this show. But sadly the ticket of her show is expensive. I just have to face the fact. PS : Mary's character in the show is Black Widow.

Now Improvements done. Next is High School in the 1st month. High School been great ! My friends is awesome like they usually did and everything seem's fine. Like I say in the post before I am satisfied with what teacher that teaches. They are also new couples in my class. 3 of my other classmate ship them as well as I do. First they couple is Peter x Hakimi. 2nd, Zul x Anas. 3rd Khairul x Gotham. We shipped them. But we ship more to the 1st and 2nd. The other girls were like gossiping at the back while me and the gang just stare at the couple. Please do not take it seriously. We are just shipping. Hahah ! So you guys remember Ms. Stalker right ? To be very honest. I am not really mad at her. I already forgive her wrongdoings but I just don't like what she has done to herself. She is a completely different person that I know when I was on the 7th grade. I want the old her. Again. Her boyfriend is kind of sweet though. That's what I think ofc. Because my agent say that her boyfriend really cares about her which is sweet to me. Name is Sora Hana I think. I do not know because I do not stalk her. I just have reports. I hope Sora Hana will be the guy for her choices. I wonder if they talk bad things about me. Oh well ~ Sin forgiven.

Next post tommorow~ Theme maybe will be updated again.

 "Practice makes Perfect. Which makes Improvement."

3 days in school after holidays !

Peace be upon cha ! First day of school is a blast ! Everything just go as the way I want it to be. Thanks to god. I am seriously happy. My first day is like Boom and 2nd Day Bang Bang and 3rd Day Bang Bang Booooom . I wish the boom goes on longer after day by day ! So So I kind of think that being in the 9th grade is kind of fun. The subjects are fun too I just do not know how Maths will be like yet. On the first day of school I almost almost lost in the class. I meant like I do not know where to sit in da class. I also almost died because Mawie hugs me until I can't breathe. I am not kidding. The hug. IS REAL. And also that day I finally get to meet him again. Huhu I miss him. DISTANCE DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING. ITS THE BOND. Him whoo ? Himmm whooo ! Him Mary genderbend. /Virtually hug Mary and her genderbend/ Troll. Okay Okay Okay ! I am completely satisfied of what teacher teaches what subject and completely satisfied on what club I'm entering and completely satisfied in my friendship for this year. For now? Noooooo!

So a report from my secret agent . I have a stalker again ! I love my life. Its really hard to have a stalker. I really love to be your mentor stalker. But I refuse to take you as my apprentice. Don't cry for me.  When I think about it again its creepy. Kind of. Hiiii stalker ! If you reading this than please smile for your senpai. Senpai hates you soo much ! Note : Senpai likes to see your face when you're looking at me like I do not notice it & Senpai likes your face when you look at me like I'm suffering but I'm super happyish ! (Happyish is my made up word readers. Nazi Grammar are not allowed here! xD) Wheee. 

Rainbows and unicorns just popped in mesh mind.

So Its almost midnight. I need to draw things. My parents trust me to actually do things and not just on the computer so I will post another one later. Byeees !

Mineko Hanako Out ! Byee !

School is almost starting !! 〳 ° ▾ ° 〵

Peace be upon cha! So school is starting. And I'm trying my best not to cry ! I wonder what new topics will I learn on the 9th grade. I studied a little on maths last two days. The beginning is already angles like corresponding angles or alternate angle and there will be algebraic vol 3. Darn I wish I do great. On the school day, I wish I do not sit alone again like last year. Because last year I'm close to no one and I sat at the back of the class alone. That's how I get my glasses ! Megane huhuhu.. But what I'm scared of is that I can't wake up at the first day of school and everything will be destroyed. Just like that ! Boom. Everyone experience this right ? 9pm you're sleeping until 1am suddenly you're wide awake. Like an owl. After that you have to repeat the whole same thing happen again !

Like I say before I'm not going update much until I already make a schedule to manage my time. Because of my grand exam. Oh yea ! I forget to tell you guys that I already deleted my Instagram account because I want to redo it all over again. 

Now all I have to do is to get ready my books, items and tons of things ! Can't wait to meet my friends again ! Now remember ! I can't update much. Fufu.

Short Post !

Wheeeeeeeeeeee !! Happy New Year !!

Peace be upon cha ! Its New Year ! Ahh I hate it. I'm late 5 days. But ! It doesn't matter !

My resolution for 2015 is too accomplish what I plan in 2014 that I didn't do accomplish in 2013 and 2012. Umm Teehee? This year will be my year ! No one can take that away from me. I will be happy as eveeeeeeer ! Me love 2015. Since 2014 is me discovery year, 2015 will be just right. I wish ! I am going to do my best this year and I think I want to try out something new. Like Sewing ? Since I do not know how to sew. Yes. Judge me. A girl who does not know how to sew. I also wanted to try painting. Meep ! I think I need to make a schedule so that I can practice and study and do it all of them in one shot. But then I must force myself to those stuff. Because 1 hour gaming is not enough for me. Maybe I could do that as my night session ! Hahaha. Sorry I'm talking to myself.

Me and my cousin will be composing some songs ! We already compose a song named "Don't Try Me" and "Stars" halfway. Don't try me composed by me and Stars by her. (Lily xD) When we're done we will update in Youtube and Soundcloud ~ I will post it in my blog too so no worries. We are planning to make a few covers too after we mastered the acoustic. I mean I already like 65% good at it fufufu. While doing all of the above I also need to study for mesh grand exam ! I'm going to study it in a fun way this time ! 

"Move out of my way ! Mineko coming through !"

"Last series has ended~ Its time for new series."

Why are the likes and followers are going down ?! ((╬ಠิ﹏ಠิ))

Peace be upon cha ! I'm panicking ! My followers in Instagram are going down and my likes in my blog's post are going down too ! What happen ?? Does anyone sabotage me or something ?? Whaaat happen !! Nah I'm not going to make conclusion. Its just happen. Maybe my blog post's aren't intresting. Or is it. Waaaaaaaaaaa !! I can't be active but why is this happeningg ?? What should I do ?? Uwaaaaaaaaaaa!! Why am I so panic.. Darn my emotions is swirling.. What the hell ??! What am I even typing ? Don't expect me to delete these.. Oww my brain.. I should rest.. -.-